Sunday, February 25, 2007
~ I'm Dead Meat ~
12:13:00 am
Just two words to sum up about myself...
DEAD MEAT
Just one week left to the deadline for my literature review and I'm still slacking around... Trust me, I'll only give crappy work and so that'll mean that I'll get crappy results...
Good luck and all the best to myself...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Saturday, February 17, 2007
~ Yet Another Surprise ~
1:03:00 am
My special someone... He just couldn't be any sweeter than this...
Just earlier in the day time, I got very upset with him... Well, just because he didn't want to meet up prior to my lessons...
I knew that I should be understanding... Afterall, today is Friday and he needed to go to the mosque for the routine Friday prayers... So, the only time he could meet me would be after 3pm... And since my class starts at 6pm, that meant that we would only have about 2 hours to spend with each other (excluding travelling time)...
And therefore, I got pretty upset... Cuz I knew that if I didn't meet up with him today, the only time we could meet up would only be the following week...
But then, he came over to fetch me from school... With a little surprise... Which made me smile and forgot about the fact that I was upset with...
A bouquet of roses... The first from my special someone...
&
A box of HAPPINESS that contains chocolates...
According to him, it's a late Valentine's gift... But I don't care if it's late or not... I don't care if he bought me those gifts or not... Cuz his presence was enough to make me feel happy...
Love is not about materials... Love is not about getting expensive items...
To me, love is all about having someone to truly care, being there for that someone in times of good or bad, guiding that someone when he feels lost... And at the same time, having that someone doing the same for you...
And I'm blessed to have him in my life... That is what love is all about...
Nonetheless,
Thank you very much dear... You are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me... I love you from the bottom of my heart...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Friday, February 16, 2007
~ My Day Off!! ~
12:14:00 am
Finally!! After 9 days of continuous work, my precious day off is here!!
Well, I know 9 days of work may be no big deal to some... Afterall, I used to work 12 days straight without a rest day... But not anymore... Not after I started my part-time course... Off days have become so important to me cuz that is the only time I get to rest... But still sometimes, I will have to attend classes during my off days... *Heck*...
As for my literature review... I really don't know where I'm heading to... It's nowhere here nor there... *Sigh*... I don't really have the time to do it... And I'm only left with 2 weeks to go!!
And as for my special someone... Well, he deserves to get a mention as well... *Hee*... Lately, I've been pretty touched by his small, and yet, meaningful actions... Although we hardly get to meet each other these days due to my work schedule and classes, he would sacrifice time to fetch me either from work or class on days when he's not occupied or working...
The most touching and sweetest thing he ever did for me recently?
Well, he actually bought food for me when I messaged and 'complained' to him that I was hungry... Actually, he wanted to surprise me by fetching me from school but the plans, somehow, backfired... That's cuz I went for the 5pm tutorial instead of the usual 8pm tutorial... So, he thought that I would finish at 9pm instead of 8pm... But he still managed to turn up with my bowl of fish noodle soup... *Hehe*...
Never did I expected my special someone to do such a sweet thing for me... After all, it's the thought that counts...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
~ PISSED ~
1:06:00 am
Okay... I am so damn PISSED with my colleague... Just because of some minor issues that I had overlooked, she had the cheek to call me up to tell me about the things that I didn't do... Oh come on! Just because I didn't returned the discharged patient's medications, she had to call me up about this?
And so, why am I so PISSED OFF with her? Well, look... Nobody's perfect and neither am I... I admit that I do make mistakes and yes, I am gladly willing to accept my mistakes if I'm in the wrong... And just because I didn't label a blood form and return the medications, you have to call me up for this??
There has been MANY times that this colleague of mine didn't do her things properly as well... But did I call her up for such minor issues? No, I didn't... Why? Because it's just a simple thing such as labelling a blood form and I didn't want to make a big fuss out of a small matter... No doubt that I would grumble but I wouldn't go to the extend of calling the person up late at night regarding a small matter...
And she was so damn SARCASTIC with me on the phone... Something which she mentioned about my school and stuff... LOOK! SHE IS NOT IN MY SHOES, SHE SIMPLY DOESN'T KNOW THE POSITION I'M IN AND SHE DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO JUDGE A PERSON THAT WAY...
She doesn't even reflect on her own mistakes but when it comes to another person's mistakes, she'll be the first to spot it...
ARGGHH!! I am so PISSED OFF!!!
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Saturday, February 10, 2007
~ Time for a Move? ~
8:51:00 pm
Maybe it's really time for me to make a move... No doubt I love being where I'm at, but the stress level from both work and school is taking its toll on me...
With stressors from other aspects as well, I don't think I would be able to cope well... Or rather, I would suffer from emotional breakdown soon...
But given the tight situation now, I really don't have the heart to make a move... Maybe I could make the request now but I would only choose to go after everything had settled down... Maybe that would be better...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
~ Stress Period Is Here To Stay ~
12:35:00 am
Okie dokie... So, my exams are over and I've chucked my lecture notes aside, returned my knowledge to University of Sydney (Hah! Like real!) and it's time for me to PARRTTYY!!!
*Snapped back to reality*
DREAM ON NADIAH!!
You see, even though my examination may be over but we've yet to embark on our next assignment... Which is LITERATURE REVIEW!! For those who don't really know what literature review is, it's actually critiquing a set of articles or journals on a certain topic... Well, it's something like a research thingy which I hate the most!!
It's gonna be a cause of worry for me cuz I don't really know how I did for my examination (results will only be out in June) and I don't want to flunk this either...
Well, I didn't know that the degree course would be
THIS tough...
On the other hand, I got to spend precious time with my special someone after a long period... Well actually, it's not THAT long... *Hurhur*...
Anyway, where else other than Vivocity again! *Haha*... We did wanted to catch a movie but there wasn't any great shows and I had to get back to school again by 6 for class... So, all we did was to explore every corner of Vivocity... Well, almost... *Hehe*...
As usual we went to our favourite place in Vivocity which is the Candy Empire... Bought our usual fare of candies and chocolates...
And this time round, we did something else...
Since I was in the mood for ice-cream, we headed down to the Ben & Jerry's ice-cream parlour... We then ordered a big pint of ice-cream tub with 4 different flavours... Crazy doesn't it? We were almost convinced that we wouldn't be able to finish up the whole thing...
So, what we actually did was to challenge each other into seeing who would be the first to be able to 'fish' out the chocolate chunk which was shaped like a fish... It was pretty difficult cuz those chocolate chunks were way down at the bottom of the tub...
And there we were... Like some silly kids trying to outdo each other... *Haha*... But it was fun, something that we haven't get to enjoy with each other... And there were a couple of times where I actually got cheated cuz the chocolate chunks were just the normal, rectangular shaped ones... And don't ask who found the fish-shaped chocolate chunk first... *Heh*...
My camera-shy boyfriend... Yeah yeah... He found the 'fish' first...I'm just glad that we managed to spend some precious time with one another...
And now, it's back to reality for me... *Sigh*...
All the best to me...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Saturday, February 03, 2007
6:55:00 pm
I AM STRESSED.
Period.
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Friday, February 02, 2007
~ ~Updates~ ~
9:12:00 pm
Well, well, well... I'm supposed to be studying now and yet, I've sidetracked myself by coming online... *Hurhur*... But don't worry, I'll start again as soon as I'm done with this...
First up... I wanna talk about the weather... Yes, the weather... It's been a really really WINDY week... It hasn't rained but the super strong wind is making the weather pretty cooling and cold... So strong that I feel as though my window is gonna break anytime and I could be blown away by the wind... *Haha*... Maybe I'm a little too exaggerating...
Examination is in 3 days time and guess what? I am not prepared for it... I've managed to study a few topics but given the schedule that I have, it is almost impossible for me to absorb so many things... I just hope that I will not flunk it...
As for work, it has been physically and mentally challenging and demanding... We're often running on 6 staffs and it doesn't help much... Worse still when I had an active resuscitation on Wednesday for almost an hour... I was left with a last office to perform as well as reports that were incomplete... Yesterday didn't do much justice as well... The doctor's rounds finished at 11am, longer than usual... I only managed to leave work at 4pm after settling my work...
The worse effect was turning me into an emotional wreckage... I was so sick and tired with work and having to cope with my exams that I was almost crying on my way home... In my eyes, nothing was ever right and I felt at my lowest... I just didn't want to talk to anyone, not even to my special someone... I just didn't know what was going on with myself...
But I guess that I woke up feeling much better this morning... I was much more rejuvenated... Work was, well, I wouldn't say good... But it was definitely better than my previous days... At least, I could afford some smile and a little bit of laughter...
And oh yeah, a funny event happened at work today...
I was doing changing of diapers for one of my patients with my colleague... Wanted to put some anti-fungal cream on my patient and since there was only very little left, I had squeeze it out... I didn't realize that the tip was actually facing me... And as I was squeezing it, the cream shot out all the way onto the side of my lip... *Haha*... My colleague was actually laughing non-stop at me... Well, I was just lucky that the cream didn't get into my mouth! *Heh*...
Okay, it's back to my studies again! Toodles!
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
